Please Be Man Enough
"Let's be man enough" - I often hear this from my brother whenever he talks to guys. Being a real man is not having womEn with you, make women love you, having relationships with hundrends of them, etc. It's not measured with how many girls you had in your life. You don't have to be physically strong or to be handsome. You dont have to have your own car or have a lot of money to say you're the man.
Being a real man(for me, ofcourse, it's my blog) is being responsible. Responsible of what?
Can you remember the Adam-Eve story? When Eve ate the fruit of knowledge and had been tempted to disobey God. Eve shouldn't have eaten that if Adam was with her. Adam, as what God has told him, should be responsible not only of taking responsible of everyTHING, but as well as to be responsible of his wife. He should have been with his wife - taking responsible with the decision of whether eating the fruit or not.
-Genesis 3:9
Fortunately, I have brothers (biological/non-bio) who are CAPTIVATED with their responsiblities. They live not hiding with these responsibilities. They see girls as if they were their sisters - bearing in mind that they should be taken care of.
Fortunately, I have brothers who knows how to face their inside feelings, strong enough to face a 2-faced(lose or win) reality when they are about to take a risk. They're man enough to face defeat and humble enough when they won. They have courage to face their greatest defeat and stand up to fight again.
I'm not a man hater huh! I just want to express my self! heeHee! Love you guys!
Summer na!
Haay. Salamat kay Leah, may Load pa! Weee!
ThirdYear Chills!
Haaay. Hindi ko na nga maitatanggi na ito ang pinakamagulong taon ng college life. particulary, ung 2nd sem. Lahat na ng away, ng gulo, rambulan, asaran ay andito. Haha!
Xempre, kasama ko dun. Minsan, ako pa nga pasimuno eh. Haha! Sa wakas, natapos rin ang mga pahirap na exams, mga defense at kung anu ano na sakit tlaga sa ulo. Dito sa sem na ito na yata ang pinakamaraming overnights, galaan at kung anu ano na nakakapagbuklod sa lahat. Andito rin ang Accounting kung saan first time kong naging classmate si Ken! Haha! Yung Bueno na nakisabay pa sa agos ng kahirapan at ang di ko makakalimutan- Si Mam Hermida.
Haay. andaming nagbukas na oportunidad para sa lahat. Anu anu un? Nagbukas ung bilding 9, kalsada na kung saan, ndi mo na kailangang dumaan ng conggre, isang malaking rancho na puro baka, at mapagtatambayan na parking Lot.
Kasabay rin ng pagbukas ng mga imprastraktura sa ating mahal na paaralan ay ang pagbukas ng oportunidad upang makapaglingkod sa kapwa estudyante. Nagkaroon ng interbyu para sa mga nais lumahok upang maging officer ng JPCS. Siyempre, sa aming kakapalan ng muka o dahil sa kaibigan namin si Allan ay nakuha kami. Ang saya saya!
Hindi rin naman nawala ang mga galaan at kung ano anung chorba ekla. Hndi laging present ang camera ko eh. Yung kay Kenneth - oo! haha:). Ano bang bagong trip ngayon? Mag kantahan at magrecord ng mga nakanta. Maraming nadiscover na talento ang Hopia ah. haha!

Haha. Ang tagal-tagal bago kami niyan nakakain. PUmasok na sa Mcdo lahat2. Lumabas rin.
[Kasama ko niyan sin AJ, Leo, Nelson, Ken at Ian]
Hindi ko makakalimutan yan dahil nakalibre kami sa Jeep niyan, un nga lang, kalahati lang ung aming nasakyan approaching Edsa.
Lowbat na ung CP ko nyan. BUti na lang nakopya. Infarness, yan na ung may pinakamagandang record namin so far. Tuwang tuwa si na Ken na magjump shot ng mga panahong yan. Haha! First time din naming magrecord gamit ang camera.
kami ni Gee
Nagovernight sina Mai, Chy at Gee sa bahay.
Ang pinaghirapan naming Certificate ng mga Speakers namin sa Seminars...
after ng seminar.
Si lessor at lesse [haha! di ko talaga makakalimutan ung co-insidence na yan! haha!]
mga tinatawag kong seatmates.. pero hindi naman:))
file Org!
Bueno boys ang gals. Si Ian parang tambay lang.
Si mecca busy.
si Leo at ken: kumakain..
Go chy, PJ! smile lang
[Mai! Hindi mo kailangangang takpan yan]
Haha! antaba ko ah.
anung meron kay Pogi??
at anong sinusulat ni chy"?
Hopia with Mam Isip.
Ayan na si Allan! Dapa!
Ang sapatos ni Leomar.. nagpaparamdam.
Palakasan ng Trip sa UP. tama bang humiga sa kalye?
Requirements..
hay nako
Ang gara talaga ng kuha nyan.. Haha! wala pa ring title.
Sige. Hanggang dito na lang!
waW! 4th year nako this coming sem:)
So Help me Father!
CAMP na!
Sunday ng umaga nun. Sa church. Papunta pa lang ako , iniisip ko na na hindi na naman ako makakasama. Total, hindi naman sasama ung majority ng mga friends-since-birth. Sabi ko rin sa friend ko.. "Nako! hindi na ko makakasama, hindi ko naman dala ung pera ko". sabi niya "wag kang negative, wala pa ngang nangyayari". Nung araw na ring yon, yun na ung last day para maka-pasok sa P800 na bayad ng camp.. kasi P1500 na pag hindi nagdown o nakapagregister(sa pagkakaalam ko). Ayon, hanggang sa nagbenediction na, inaasahan kong hindi ako talaga makakasama. Nako! Lalu na't hindi ako ng tithes! Ayon, dahil andon na rin si Ptr. Ron, kapatid kong mahal ay siya na ang pinagbenediction (on the spot). Tapos, hanggang sa matatapos na ung service.. "The Lord be gracious.. gracious unto you..". Finifeel ko talaga ung kantang yon.. Haha! tapos ayon na. Uwian na.. Uwian na literal pero hindi pa maguuwian ang mga tao.
Sabi ng isa kong friend-since-birth na si Cha2. Sasama daw siya at bayad na! Grabe! Parang guguho ung mundo ko dahil feeling ko, ako na lang ang maiiwan na youth sa church. Nilapitan ko ung kapatid kong panganay, pero wala daw siyang pera. Ayon.. mejo hopeless na. Tapos, pumunta kami ni Cha sa office ng Secretary ng church. Ilalabas na kasi rin ung Newsletter na ni-Layout ko. Tapos ayon. sabi ni Cha, "Tara! Solicit tayo." Tapos, may nag-react na 2 tao na hindi ko na babanggitin. Hanggang sa inabutan ako ng P200. Sabi ko, sige, magrergister na ko. Eh hindi pa ko pinapayagan ni Mama non. Sabi ko, basta, magreregister na ko.. Kahit anong mangyari. Tapos, tinanong ako, sabi "O, kelan mo ibibigay yung P600?" Iniisip ko talaga na gagmitin ko na lang ung love gift ko. Kaya lang, kulang pa rin. Pero ok na. Hindi naman siguo sa kakapalan ng muka ko. Pero siguro, hindi na ko nahiyang lapitan ung Ninang ko.. Hanggang sa nakompleto na ung P800. Nung una, hindi pa ko papayagan sana ni Mama, pero sabi niya. "Papayagan kita, pero dapat makapag-raise ka ng pera para makama". O! anong saya! at naging daluyan ng blessings ang mga taong iyon. Hinding hindi ko sila makaklimutan talaga. At surely ay iblebless pa sila ni Papa God.
Nakakatuwa. Sabihin na nilang O.A. ako or what pero nagpapasalamat talaga ko kay Papa God. Weeeh! Camp na!
The life I am dreaming of...
But here I am, a 4th year IT student. Gadgets, gizmos and computers are surrounding me. I might be a part of those people who JUST makes other's lives easier. Not a part of those people who could help to change lives. But, ofcourse, life is a matter of choice, it's still up to me- how will I be able to help people.. people who are in need.
I believe that God put me in this kind of field. I find it enjoyable as I learn to love the course where He put me. No wonder, that God will help me to boost my career and give me a job where I can earn more than what I can think.
But.. I am not living my life for myself alone... not anymore. What will I do with money?[Well ofcourse, I want to pay my parents back more from what they had given me. ] When all of my life, God had teach me to live by faith. What will I do with fame? If all I want to do now is to live my life in a way that others may know Christ.
Oh well, oh well... my life is about my purpose on earth. It's about what God is directing me to do. It's about knowing Him and letting others know Him. It's not about myself. It's not about my own ambitions.. not my own dreams.. But the dreams that He had inspired me...
My life that has been full or storms.. storms that gives me the opportunity to trust Him.
My life is to love others.. So that others may feel how deeply Christ had loved me.
Yeah, my life is not yet fulfilled. But it was already filled by His love and grace. So, I am here.. fulfilling the life He's planning for me.
Obsession
With the things i cannot see
Is there madness in my being
Is it the wind that moves the trees?
Sometimes You're further than the moon
Sometimes You're closer than my skin
And You surround me like a winter fog
You've come and burned me with a kiss
And my heart burns for You
And my heart burns...for You
And i'm so filthy with my sin
i carry pride like a disease
You know i'm stubborn, Lord,
and i'm longing to be close
You burn me deeper than i know
And i feel lonely without hope
And i feel desperate without vision
You wrap around me like a winter coat
You come and free me like a bird
my love burns for You
and my heart feels for You
my life good for You
all i have burns for you, you
burns, burns, oh la la la la la la
my love burns for You
..
my heart burns for You..
Friendship Quotes... (have a break. have a Kitkat)
The WellSpring of Life
Proverbs 4:23
But there's come an instance where I have to choose between love and life. Love, where life had given me a chance to fight for the one I loved against Life to forget the one I loved, to live and wait for the one God created for me.
So I asked God for help and He did. He opened my eyes and let me see things I have never seen before. He taught me the importance of present and future. He made me realize that life isn't really fair so you have to choose really what you really want.
And finally, I have chosen life against love because if I choose love today and not wait for the one God created for me then I could not have the reason to live and love.. and to live and love for tomorrow.
Integrity Award
Siguro nga , ang pinakamasakit na na nagawa ng estudyante sa kanyang guro ay mangodigo, mangopya o mandaya sa kahit ano mang exam.
Kanina ay wala kaming subject sa OS, naabutan ko pang gumagawa ng assigment ang ilan kong mga friends sa kani-kanilang upuan. Ayon, may source sila ng sagot ng teacher namin sa naturang assignment, galing sa ibang section. Natural, cheating yon. Ibang iba yon sa original nilang answer. Masakit nga.. oo.. hindi dhil nataasan nila ako o dahil naperfect nila ung assignment kea ako naiinis.. pero alam mo yon, dinaya kasi nila. niloloko lang nila ang mga sarili nila.. Eh sa sama ko [dhil tao lang naman ako], mejo napamukha ko sa katabi ko na perfect siya dahil sa kopya lang yon.
Ayon, napatunayan rin siguro ng quiz kanina. Biglaang nagbigay si Mam ng quiz. Syempre, pag di mo alam ung gagawin mo, dahil hindi mo naman prinactice ung assigment mo, mahihirapan ka.
Hindi ko alam kung anong result ng quiz ko dun. Basta, I did my best. my best, not my teacher's best. [Sorry classmates]
Ayon, kanina, sa programming namin sa FIleOrg, naghanda ng activity si Mam [prof ko], ayon..kung tutuusin ay di ko naman magagawa yon dahil nageerror at hindi ko kabisado ng gaano ung codes na ginamit ko last sem sa aming SAD. pero sa tulong ni God, ilang click lang at mga type sa keyboard.. ayon, nasagutan.
nakakatuwang isipin na nirerewardan ni God ang kaniyang mga anak in simple ways na nagproprovide Siya ng wisdom para sa mga ito. Hindi niya ito pinababayaan o something.
Nakatuwa. ang sarap maawardan ng Integrity Award. Yung feeling mo, malinis ung papel mo sa harap ni Lord. at hindi sa harap ng tao..
Sweet!
Beautiful Stars
Once again, I've seen these beautiful stars from the heavens. It's been years since the last time I looked up and appreciate them. Before, when I'm on my way home, I'll just went on walking, sometimes my eyes closed or my head down because I''m tired. Gladly, I have time to see those stars again.