Please Be Man Enough

I have always been with my guy friends. Gimiks, Galaan, Barkada. I've been with my elder brothers and have been close with such people. I have always been amazed with their personalities and uniqueness. The way they handle things, the way they live, the way they mysteriously make up their lovelives, the way they strive to get what they want in life and so much more. But unfortunately, not all of them stood up and been man enough.

"Let's be man enough" -
I often hear this from my brother whenever he talks to guys. Being a real man is not having womEn with you, make women love you, having relationships with hundrends of them, etc. It's not measured with how many girls you had in your life. You don't have to be physically strong or to be handsome. You dont have to have your own car or have a lot of money to say you're the man.

Being a real man(for me, ofcourse, it's my blog) is being responsible. Responsible of what?

Can you remember the Adam-Eve story? When Eve ate the fruit of knowledge and had been tempted to disobey God. Eve shouldn't have eaten that if Adam was with her. Adam, as what God has told him, should be responsible not only of taking responsible of everyTHING, but as well as to be responsible of his wife. He should have been with his wife - taking responsible with the decision of whether eating the fruit or not.

But the Lord called to the man, "Where are you?"
-Genesis 3:9

The Lord called the man because was HIDING from God. Sometimes, man tend to hide and run away from their responsibilities God has bestowed to them.SOME of them tend to run and hide from their very own self, from what they feel. Sometimes, they're not assure of themselves. Like women, they do need love and feel that they have been loved but they just drive their selves crazy-telling they're not just to say they're man enough. Sometimes, they dont want to face their fears. Well, fear is always present, Having COURAGE is not. Sometimes, they just hang themselves when they're about to take risks. Sometimes, they measure life and just want to be sure of the path they're about to take. Sometimes, they didn't mean what they say. Sometimes, they unconciously ruin women's lives. They break hearts, and say their not responsible for it. Sometimes, they just see women as friends without being sensitive enough that these friends are one of the greatest responsiblity that God had given them.

Fortunately, I have brothers (biological/non-bio) who are CAPTIVATED with their responsiblities. They live not hiding with these responsibilities. They see girls as if they were their sisters - bearing in mind that they should be taken care of.

Fortunately, I have brothers who knows how to face their inside feelings, strong enough to face a 2-faced(lose or win) reality when they are about to take a risk. They're man enough to face defeat and humble enough when they won. They have courage to face their greatest defeat and stand up to fight again.

I'm not a man hater huh! I just want to express my self! heeHee! Love you guys!
Friday, April 10, 2009

Summer na!

Isang umaga, nagising ako. Bigla na lang nangyaya sina Kuya na magswimming. Ayos ang trip ng family. Kaya ayon. Siksikan kami sa Car. Ayon. Basang basa ako diba:

Anyways, masaya talaga pagbakasyon, as in walang problema. Pahinga lang ng pahinga. Tulog ng tulog. Kahit walang makain ay ayos lang. Internet lang ng internet. At pagsasawaan mo ang tamad na buhay:) Haha! Anyway, ngayong April lang naman toh. Pagdating ng May, tarbaho na ulit dahil may Anniversary ng Church. Ayon, next week... CAMP na! at hindi pa ko nakakpaglaba. Ang saya! ano pa kayang susuoting ko? Heehee..
Haay. Salamat kay Leah, may Load pa! Weee!

ThirdYear Chills!


Haaay. Hindi ko na nga maitatanggi na ito ang pinakamagulong taon ng college life. particulary, ung 2nd sem. Lahat na ng away, ng gulo, rambulan, asaran ay andito. Haha!
Xempre, kasama ko dun. Minsan, ako pa nga pasimuno eh. Haha! Sa wakas, natapos rin ang mga pahirap na exams, mga defense at kung anu ano na sakit tlaga sa ulo. Dito sa sem na ito na yata ang pinakamaraming overnights, galaan at kung anu ano na nakakapagbuklod sa lahat. Andito rin ang Accounting kung saan first time kong naging classmate si Ken! Haha! Yung Bueno na nakisabay pa sa agos ng kahirapan at ang di ko makakalimutan- Si Mam Hermida.

Haay. andaming nagbukas na oportunidad para sa lahat. Anu anu un? Nagbukas ung bilding 9, kalsada na kung saan, ndi mo na kailangang dumaan ng conggre, isang malaking rancho na puro baka, at mapagtatambayan na parking Lot.


Kasabay rin ng pagbukas ng mga imprastraktura sa ating mahal na paaralan ay ang pagbukas ng oportunidad upang makapaglingkod sa kapwa estudyante. Nagkaroon ng interbyu para sa mga nais lumahok upang maging officer ng JPCS. Siyempre, sa aming kakapalan ng muka o dahil sa kaibigan namin si Allan ay nakuha kami. Ang saya saya!
Nakuha kami nila Meca(VP -Intenal), Gee (Secretary), Ian(Director for Membership), Ako(SIGA Officer) at si Chy (Graphic Artist). Hindi pa man nagmeemeeting o kung magmeemeeting pa ba ay nahihiya na ko para sa mga estudyanteng naghihintay kung anu ba ang maiiaalaay ng JPCS para sa kanila. Haha! Si Norlan nga pala - nakuhang auditor. wee! pagkatapos niyan, tarbaho na agad. gRabe.

Hindi rin naman nawala ang mga galaan at kung ano anung chorba ekla. Hndi laging present ang camera ko eh. Yung kay Kenneth - oo! haha:). Ano bang bagong trip ngayon? Mag kantahan at magrecord ng mga nakanta. Maraming nadiscover na talento ang Hopia ah. haha!

Oh eto. eto na lang ang ibang mga picturesque.
Add Imagegalaan sa farmers kasama ang mga Hopia guys.
Haha. Ang tagal-tagal bago kami niyan nakakain. PUmasok na sa Mcdo lahat2. Lumabas rin.
[Kasama ko niyan sin AJ, Leo, Nelson, Ken at Ian]
Hindi ko makakalimutan yan dahil nakalibre kami sa Jeep niyan, un nga lang, kalahati lang ung aming nasakyan approaching Edsa.
Chords ng Harana.
Lowbat na ung CP ko nyan. BUti na lang nakopya. Infarness, yan na ung may pinakamagandang record namin so far. Tuwang tuwa si na Ken na magjump shot ng mga panahong yan. Haha! First time din naming magrecord gamit ang camera.


kami ni Gee


Assignmetn sa OS. Gumawa gawa pa ko, ndi rin naman


Nagovernight sina Mai, Chy at Gee sa bahay.


Nagpatay patayan si Nelson sa daanan ng sasakyan sa School

ang picture na gumulantang sa lahat.


Inubos ni Allan ung load kong Unli.


Ang pinaghirapan naming Certificate ng mga Speakers namin sa Seminars...

Si Sir Ewat at si Mam Picones. [Hindi naman nakatingin]
after ng seminar.



Si lessor at lesse [haha! di ko talaga makakalimutan ung co-insidence na yan! haha!]
mga tinatawag kong seatmates.. pero hindi naman:))

Ang drama ni Gee:))

Defense nila Meca sa IM

Si sir Gleen at Mam Picones



file Org!
Certificate ni ian.. cnra nila:))


Anong ibig sabihin nito??


Nakikinig ako sa kwentuhan nila Ken, Nel at Leo tungkol sa mga tenga at ilong.


Bueno boys ang gals. Si Ian parang tambay lang.
Si mecca busy.
si Leo at ken: kumakain..
Go chy, PJ! smile lang Bueno Boys and Girls may kasama nga lang CS student.
[Mai! Hindi mo kailangangang takpan yan]



Inspiration daw sa pag-gawa ng Bueno

Bueno Boy.. katabi yung..

Bueno girl na kinukuhaan ng ..
Umaasa lang sa Bueno!! haha:))

Yes! Tapos na!

Usapang VB lang yan..

Ka-busyhan sa loob ng Faculty Room.
Haha! antaba ko ah.


Haha. si Ervans.. habang busy ang lahat.

si Clark KENt at ang achay niya;))

Iintervyuhin na ko! kapal ng fez ko. ako pa nauna.


anung meron kay Pogi??
at anong sinusulat ni chy"?


Hopia with Mam Isip.

Si Aj, Many, Leah at Zesto!

waw!Sarap:) Nyum!

Defense Day namin.. Haha!
Ayan na si Allan! Dapa!
Ang sapatos ni Leomar.. nagpaparamdam.


Palakasan ng Trip sa UP. tama bang humiga sa kalye?


Requirements..
hay nako


Ang gara talaga ng kuha nyan.. Haha! wala pa ring title.
sariling sikap ko yan;)

Sige. Hanggang dito na lang!
waW! 4th year nako this coming sem:)
So Help me Father!



Wednesday, April 8, 2009

CAMP na!

Naeexcite na talaga ko ngayon pa lang. Hindi ko naman kasi akalain na makakasama na naman ako sa Camp. Napakamemorable na naman ng paraan na ginawa ni God kaya ako nakasama. Hindi ito isang kakapalan ng muka kundi isang grace ni PapaGod.
Sunday ng umaga nun. Sa church. Papunta pa lang ako , iniisip ko na na hindi na naman ako makakasama. Total, hindi naman sasama ung majority ng mga friends-since-birth. Sabi ko rin sa friend ko.. "Nako! hindi na ko makakasama, hindi ko naman dala ung pera ko". sabi niya "wag kang negative, wala pa ngang nangyayari". Nung araw na ring yon, yun na ung last day para maka-pasok sa P800 na bayad ng camp.. kasi P1500 na pag hindi nagdown o nakapagregister(sa pagkakaalam ko). Ayon, hanggang sa nagbenediction na, inaasahan kong hindi ako talaga makakasama. Nako! Lalu na't hindi ako ng tithes! Ayon, dahil andon na rin si Ptr. Ron, kapatid kong mahal ay siya na ang pinagbenediction (on the spot). Tapos, hanggang sa matatapos na ung service.. "The Lord be gracious.. gracious unto you..". Finifeel ko talaga ung kantang yon.. Haha! tapos ayon na. Uwian na.. Uwian na literal pero hindi pa maguuwian ang mga tao.
Sabi ng isa kong friend-since-birth na si Cha2. Sasama daw siya at bayad na! Grabe! Parang guguho ung mundo ko dahil feeling ko, ako na lang ang maiiwan na youth sa church. Nilapitan ko ung kapatid kong panganay, pero wala daw siyang pera. Ayon.. mejo hopeless na. Tapos, pumunta kami ni Cha sa office ng Secretary ng church. Ilalabas na kasi rin ung Newsletter na ni-Layout ko. Tapos ayon. sabi ni Cha, "Tara! Solicit tayo." Tapos, may nag-react na 2 tao na hindi ko na babanggitin. Hanggang sa inabutan ako ng P200. Sabi ko, sige, magrergister na ko. Eh hindi pa ko pinapayagan ni Mama non. Sabi ko, basta, magreregister na ko.. Kahit anong mangyari. Tapos, tinanong ako, sabi "O, kelan mo ibibigay yung P600?" Iniisip ko talaga na gagmitin ko na lang ung love gift ko. Kaya lang, kulang pa rin. Pero ok na. Hindi naman siguo sa kakapalan ng muka ko. Pero siguro, hindi na ko nahiyang lapitan ung Ninang ko.. Hanggang sa nakompleto na ung P800. Nung una, hindi pa ko papayagan sana ni Mama, pero sabi niya. "Papayagan kita, pero dapat makapag-raise ka ng pera para makama". O! anong saya! at naging daluyan ng blessings ang mga taong iyon. Hinding hindi ko sila makaklimutan talaga. At surely ay iblebless pa sila ni Papa God.
Nakakatuwa. Sabihin na nilang O.A. ako or what pero nagpapasalamat talaga ko kay Papa God. Weeeh! Camp na!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The life I am dreaming of...

When I was a kid, I'm dreaming of being an astronaut. It was a "selfish" dream of me. I just want fame and money. Then, when I'm in high school, when I started to watch GMA Docu's, I dream of becoming a Doctor to be able to go to the different barrios here in the Philippines. I was wondering if I could help people specially those who cant afford to pay for a doctor's service. I was really really touched by these kind of people and ofcourse, by their stories. When I'm in 4th year, I dream of becoming a psychologist/sociologist (any field related in this kind of social science) to be able to help people with their lives.

But here I am, a 4th year IT student. Gadgets, gizmos and computers are surrounding me. I might be a part of those people who JUST makes other's lives easier. Not a part of those people who could help to change lives. But, ofcourse, life is a matter of choice, it's still up to me- how will I be able to help people.. people who are in need.

I believe that God put me in this kind of field. I find it enjoyable as I learn to love the course where He put me. No wonder, that God will help me to boost my career and give me a job where I can earn more than what I can think.

But.. I am not living my life for myself alone... not anymore. What will I do with money?[Well ofcourse, I want to pay my parents back more from what they had given me. ] When all of my life, God had teach me to live by faith. What will I do with fame? If all I want to do now is to live my life in a way that others may know Christ.

Oh well, oh well... my life is about my purpose on earth. It's about what God is directing me to do. It's about knowing Him and letting others know Him. It's not about myself. It's not about my own ambitions.. not my own dreams.. But the dreams that He had inspired me...
My life that has been full or storms.. storms that gives me the opportunity to trust Him.
My life is to love others.. So that others may feel how deeply Christ had loved me.
Yeah, my life is not yet fulfilled. But it was already filled by His love and grace. So, I am here.. fulfilling the life He's planning for me.

Obsession

What can i do with my obsession
With the things i cannot see
Is there madness in my being
Is it the wind that moves the trees?

Sometimes You're further than the moon

Sometimes You're closer than my skin

And You surround me like a winter fog
You've come and burned me with a kiss

And my heart burns for You
And my heart burns...for You

And i'm so filthy with my sin
i carry pride like a disease
You know i'm stubborn, Lord,
and i'm longing to be close

You burn me deeper than i know
And i feel lonely without hope
And i feel desperate without vision
You wrap around me like a winter coat
You come and free me like a bird

my love burns for You
and my heart feels for You
my life good for You
all i have burns for you, you
burns, burns, oh la la la la la la
my love burns for You
..
my heart burns for You..
Monday, April 6, 2009

Friendship Quotes... (have a break. have a Kitkat)

A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad.  ~Arnold H. Glasgow


Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends.  ~Author Unknown


A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails.  ~Donna Roberts


Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.  ~Author Unknown


Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you.  They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.  ~Author Unknown


If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.  If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder.  If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow.  If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.  But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.  ~Author Unknown


A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.  ~Grace Pulpit


There are big ships and small ships.  But the best ship of all is friendship.  ~Author Unknown


The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.  ~Author Unknown


A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked.  ~Author Unknown


Friends are kisses blown to us by angels.  ~Author Unknown


It is the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter.  ~Marlene Dietrich


A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart.  ~Author Unknown


What is a friend?  A single soul dwelling in two bodies.  ~Aristotle


I like her because she smiles at me and means it.  ~Anonymous


Remember, we all stumble, every one of us.  That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.  ~Emily Kimbrough


Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind.  "Pooh!" he whispered.  "Yes, Piglet?"  "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw.  "I just wanted to be sure of you."  ~A.A. Milne


Hold a true friend with both your hands.  ~Nigerian Proverb


Are we not like two volumes of one book?  ~Marceline Desbordes-Valmore


Some people come into our lives and quickly go.  Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.  ~Flavia Weedn, Forever, © Flavia.com


Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.  ~Oprah Winfrey


A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world.  ~Lois Wyse


A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself.  ~Frances Ward Weller


A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should.  ~Author Unknown


Friends are relatives you make for yourself.  ~Eustache Deschamps


You can always tell a real friend:  when you've made a fool of yourself he doesn't feel you've done a permanent job.  ~Laurence J. Peter


A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be.  ~Douglas Pagels



A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.  ~Leo Buscaglia


Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty.  ~Sicilian Proverb


The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.  ~Elisabeth Foley


When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.  The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.  ~Henri Nouwen


In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out.  It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being.  We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit.  ~Albert Schweitzer


True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.  ~Dave Tyson Gentry


Some people go to priests; others to poetry; I to my friends.  ~Virginia Woolf


The language of friendship is not words but meanings.  ~Henry David Thoreau


She is a friend of mind.  She gather me, man.  The pieces I am, she gather them and give them back to me in all the right order.  It's good, you know, when you got a woman who is a friend of your mind.  ~Toni Morrison, Beloved


Nothing but heaven itself is better than a friend who is really a friend.  ~Plautus


If instead of a gem, or even a flower, we should cast the gift of a loving thought into the heart of a friend, that would be giving as the angels give.  ~George MacDonald


Silences make the real conversations between friends.  Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts.  ~Margaret Lee Runbeck, Answer Without Ceasing


Yes we are [friends] and I do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequential chatter.  I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front.  We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often.  I don't want to lose this happy space where I have found someone who is smart and easy and doesn't bother to check her diary when we arrange to meet.  ~Jeanette Winterson, Written on the Body, 1992


It takes a long time to grow an old friend.  ~John Leonard


The bird a nest, the spider a web, man friendship.  ~William Blake


A true friend unbosoms freely, advises justly, assists readily, adventures boldly, takes all patiently, defends courageously, and continues a friend unchangeably.  ~William Penn


I always felt that the great high privilege, relief and comfort of friendship was that one had to explain nothing.  ~Katherine Mansfield


We have been friends together
In sunshine and in shade.
~Caroline Sheridan Norton


Friends are the sailors who guide your rickety boat safely across the dangerous waters of life.  ~Sare and Cate


The friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away.  ~Barbara Kingsolver


There is one friend in the life of each of us who seems not a separate person, however dear and beloved, but an expansion, an interpretation, of one's self, the very meaning of one's soul.  ~Edith Wharton


I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar.  ~Robert Brault


Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive.  ~Anäis Nin


It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson


Ah, how good it feels!  The hand of an old friend.  ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow


Friendship is one mind in two bodies.  ~Menclus


In my friend, I find a second self.  ~Isabel Norton


A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere.  Before him I may think aloud.  I am arrived at last in the presence of a man so real and equal, that I may drop even those undermost garments of dissimulation, courtesy, and second thought, which men never put off, and may deal with him with the simplicity and wholeness with which one chemical atom meets another.  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson


Shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow.  ~Swedish Proverb


Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away.  ~Dinah Craik


I felt it shelter to speak to you.  ~Emily Dickinson


No road is long with good company.  ~Turkish Proverb


Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.  ~Marcel Proust

Saturday, March 28, 2009

The WellSpring of Life

Above all else, you should GUARD YOUR HEART for it is the wellspring of life

Proverbs 4:23


Love and life often goes with each other. Human beings live to love. Human beings love to live. We live because of God's love for us. He loved us that's why we live.

But there's come an instance where I have to choose between love and life. Love, where life had given me a chance to fight for the one I loved against Life to forget the one I loved, to live and wait for the one God created for me.

So I asked God for help and He did. He opened my eyes and let me see things I have never seen before. He taught me the importance of present and future. He made me realize that life isn't really fair so you have to choose really what you really want.

And finally, I have chosen life against love because if I choose love today and not wait for the one God created for me then I could not have the reason to live and love.. and to live and love for tomorrow.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Integrity Award

Siguro nga , ang pinakamasakit na na nagawa ng estudyante sa kanyang guro ay mangodigo, mangopya o mandaya sa kahit ano mang exam.

 

Kanina ay wala kaming subject sa OS, naabutan ko pang gumagawa ng assigment ang ilan kong mga friends sa kani-kanilang upuan. Ayon, may source sila ng sagot ng teacher namin sa naturang assignment, galing sa ibang section. Natural, cheating yon. Ibang iba yon sa original nilang answer. Masakit nga.. oo.. hindi dhil nataasan nila ako o dahil naperfect nila ung assignment kea ako naiinis.. pero alam mo yon, dinaya kasi nila. niloloko lang nila ang mga sarili nila.. Eh sa sama ko [dhil tao lang naman ako], mejo napamukha ko sa katabi ko na perfect siya dahil sa kopya lang yon.

Ayon, napatunayan rin siguro ng quiz kanina. Biglaang nagbigay si Mam ng quiz. Syempre, pag di mo alam ung gagawin mo, dahil hindi mo naman prinactice ung assigment mo, mahihirapan ka.

Hindi ko alam kung anong result ng quiz ko dun. Basta, I did my best. my best, not my teacher's best. [Sorry classmates]

Ayon, kanina, sa programming namin sa FIleOrg, naghanda ng activity si Mam [prof ko], ayon..kung tutuusin ay di ko naman magagawa yon dahil nageerror at hindi ko kabisado ng gaano ung codes na ginamit ko last sem sa aming SAD. pero sa tulong ni God, ilang click lang at mga  type sa keyboard.. ayon, nasagutan.

nakakatuwang isipin na nirerewardan ni God ang kaniyang mga anak in simple ways na nagproprovide Siya ng wisdom para sa mga ito. Hindi niya ito pinababayaan o something.

Nakatuwa. ang sarap maawardan ng Integrity Award. Yung feeling mo, malinis ung papel mo sa harap ni Lord. at hindi sa harap ng tao..

 

Sweet!

Monday, November 24, 2008

Beautiful Stars

Once again, I've seen these beautiful stars from the heavens. It's been years since the last time I looked up and appreciate them. Before, when I'm on my way home, I'll just went on walking, sometimes my eyes closed or my head down because I''m tired. Gladly, I have time to see those stars again.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

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